Saturday, November 04, 2006

Day 70 More of the same

Today is Saturday, in my old normal life this would be my day to accomplish a hundred different little things, spend all day with the family. Instead I am feeling like crawling into bed and not leaving for a month. I just cannot get the energy to move and I am feeling anomosity toward the laundry and the dishes....
Also, my neck is itchy.
Ok, enough complaining.. but it is getting hard to focus on anything other than cancer. I have slowly lost the other parts of my life, as I have let my schedule and meeting go, I have also left all the interesting things about me. I know longer have things to talk about, except my cancer. and I hate having to talk about it!
Everyone around me is gearing up for this week, to see it all end... we all hate talking about it.

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