The first few weeks of treatment went by very slowly and then the middle few weeks went by very quickly. These last few weeks are dragging out soo long... I can't seem to make it to the weekend. Part of the reason must be that I am not feeling great, but also it is because I have nothing to do. My old life was packed with schedules and meetings and appointments and now I have nothing. It is definitely a case of be careful what you wish for. When I was so busy I would wish for just one night off with nothing but the kids and Lee and nothing to do. I am so empty right now that the days are incredibly long....
Also, when you are completely scheduled I think you are able to get a tremendous amount of things accomplished. When you have a whole day ahead of you and only a few (boring) things to do, like laundry, I can't seem to even get that done...
I was awake in the middle of the night for the first time in a long time. Have I mentioned that I am taking Percocet and pm at night? It has really worked and I have always slept right through, with the vaporizer full blast next to the bed. Last night I woke up a few times because my neck is just completely on fire... the sunburn is starting to crack and it really hurts. Also, the little hairs on my neck are gone.
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