It has been 2 weeks since surgery and finally I am feeling like myself. I am ignoring the back ache because I have been sleeping in a strange bed all week, and sitting in broken beach chairs.
My throat feels good and the numbness in my neck is better. I have not yet found my voice. I must admit I am enjoying not talking. I can just smile and nod and be silent. The boys just come and find me in the house because if they yell they are learning that I am not yelling back. I am wanting to exercise again, and I am pretending that I am 100%, although I am not sure that I am there yet. I keep remembering how great I felt this winter and the fabulous strong arms that I had and flat stomach. I can get back to the stage and I keep waiting for the motivation to be there. Also, part of the denial is being able to workout. I ran 2 miles this morning and pretended that it felt good... but it was hard.
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