Day 6 In the Middle of the Night

I can't remember if I had these muscle aches before. My legs keep falling asleep and my butt hurts. Is it from too much sitting, too much travel, or that horrible night sleeping at Larry's house? My hair is everywhere, Am I shedding after seeing the bald woman? I keep thinking of her and imagining her children. What would Teddy do? Who would take care of Josh? I feel like I am Josh's only ally in the world - who else can get him through the day? What would happen to my family?