Monday, September 04, 2006

Day 14 Inside Outside

Tomorrow I will know for sure whether this is going to be a big deal or a little deal.
Do I call in the morning? Does Lee call? It sure has been excellent having Lee make all the phone calls. I have an appt with the ocologist at 1, should I wait until then?
I keep picturing a scene, as if from the movies, with Lee and I in the plush Dr.s office and the Dr. apologizing and explaining that there is nothing he can do except give me morphine for the next 6 weeks....
On the outside, my body has been so strong this year. That will be good for the fight going forward, that I am strong. I have been trying to keep up the pretense of exercise even though I haven't really felt like it. I have been working on meditation techniques and visualization.

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