Saturday, September 02, 2006

Day 12 Rainy Day

We are home and it is raining. This is adding to my bad mood. The plane home is quick, but it is still a long day.. public bathrooms, in and out of security, buses to pick up the car and then we raced home to get Lexi before they closed (which is making me happy - being home without LooLoo would make me feel much worse).
Lee is still giving me lots of hugs which is so nice and makes me feel less shaky. I am moving about the house as if I have been away for years. This was a very hard vacation.
My irrational side wondered if this was my last vacation ever, and I meant to be smiley and happy and hug my kids alot and give my husband wonderful memories. Instead I was cranky and distracted and had major moodswings. I would hug my kids and then go sit in a chair and stare at the sky for an hour.

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