Lee is working all weekend, and so we don't have anything planned. The boys and I will stay as long as we can in our pj's.
I am doing my slow-motion Saturday morning puttering... this means do a few dishes, sit on the couch.. make a bed, sit on the couch... play a game with the kids - do this while sitting on the couch.
Mentally, I am jumping up and down and running three miles and lifting weights again.. my body is still so tired. I know that this will be a long week, as I am so anxious that the zappers are behind me and I need to wake up in my old body - oops, the old body had cancer. Ok, I need to wake up in the new old body.
I am looking over the stack of books and brochures that I have collected over the last 3 months. I think I want to throw them away, but I use the information like a safety net. Whenever I was feeling like I had no control over what I was going through, I could read a book on surviving, or a pamphlet on managing side effects. If I throw these away is that part of the healing process?
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